December 2009
646 posts
New year's eve?
Awesum eh, it’s new year’s eve and i’m spending it rotting at home. Haven’t eaten anything all day besides tht little tart with cream inside for breakfast. I’ve decided to numb my boredom by watching Paranormal Activities in awhile, yeah just downloaded it off the net.
Just received a letter from schl bout check in on the third anw, 6-7, check in for sec 2’s,...
Girl: Your new girlfriend is pretty. (I bet she stole your heart)
Boy: yeah, she is. (But you’re still the most beautiful girl I know)
Girl: I heard she’s funny & amazing. (All the stuff I wasn’t)
Boy: She sure is. (But she’s nothing compared to you)
Girl: I bet you know everything about her by now (Like how you knew just about everything about me)
Boy: Only the stuff that count (I can’t even remember the stuff she tells me when I think of you)
Girl: Well, I hope you guys last. (Because we never did)
Boy: I hope we do too. (Whatever happened to me & you?)
Girl: Well I got to go. (Before I start to cry)
Boy: Yeah me too. (I hope you don’t cry)
Girl: Bye. (I still love you)
Boy: Later. (I never stopped)
Cause the sunrise maybe just as beautiful as the...
Maybe just one more post before i head to bed. I think i’m tired? Yeaah, tried falling asleep with my brother in the doubledecker bed just nw but we kept laughing so i kinda found it impossible. AND OMG. Thanks you Jennygirl, you’d be breaking my chain of depressing days of rotting at home cuz it’s new year’s eve tmr. (: thanks for askin me out. Haha, sucks to be home...
Chocolate.
Hey Elmo, you’re on your way to play mj on the train with a ball in your throat that causes severe pain such as suffocating and choking. Hope you’ll get better soon, hope you’ve been taking your med and i hope you decide to drink more water and ignore the fact tht you need to pee v often if you do. The picture above has tht chocolate nail like you so just thought i’d post...
2009's been awesum, but 2010's gonna be awesum-er.
Okay, all who’s seen the title of this post has just witnessed a moment of my optimism. Which’s like, almost never. So take a good look at it, read it a few times, stay with it for a while and take some time to digest it.
Idkk, 2009, there’ve been the happy times, sad times and rly depressed times but i guess things always turned out fine, eventually. Which practically sucks...
You're my compass in life.
Whoo! I just catched the fan remote from falling off the table. Awesum reflexes. LOL. Hahaha, alright alright. I killed the first half of my afternoon today by playing guitar and the second half in fronta the television. Yeaah, went to er, idk where la. Bought a table for grandma’s house :D cuz the bottom of the old one broke due to everyone putting their feet up on the rest thingy. The...
Cause in your name, i find meaning. So i'm holdin'...
All the songs that used to make me happy all seem to add on to my depression now. Cuz Elmo says everything will work out in the end, no matter what. It always does. Just gotta hang in there longer, have a little bit more faith and it’ll be just fine. ):
I am trying Not to tell you But I want to I’m scared of what you’ll say So I’m hiding what I’m feeling But I’m tired of Holding this...
Random online quiz.
Have you smiled today?
Me; Yeaah.
Did you mean it?
Me; Hell no.
Are you happy?
Me; Not rly.
Will you cheer up soon?
Me; Hopefully.
Do you mean it when you say you'll be alright?
Me; No.
How often do you hide your true emotions from others?
Me; All the time.
Result; EMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Dear 2010, please go easy on me.
Hello, i just showered. Yeaah, went to play at cck sports hall with family this morning. Went Causeway there for lunch after tht, i finally ate. Had fried rice, the tomyum was soooo spicy laah. ): uhwells. I’m gonna rot at home for the whole afternoon agn before going to grandma’s house for dinner tonight. Cuzzie Dorrine’s not gonna be there cuz she’s at Genting i think....
3 more days?
Hello, and if you see this sakinah thn good for you cuz i think i’m gonna start blogging as usual again rather than just spamming photos and end up blogging like a million times a day. Yeah, cuzzie Angie finally comes over today to swim and watch horror movies w me. K wait wtf, perfect timing to be pissed w me, rly. )): I DON’T WANA BLOG ALRD.
(edit,/)
i’m sorry okay....
Let's delay our misery.
It ain’t easy, cause there ain’t no second chances.
(edit./)
Man, i’ve no appetite to eat wherever i go nw, idk. Even my Aunty’s getting bored and tired of asking me wht i want for breakfast every morning cuz she prolly knows wht i’m gonna say alrd. Yeaah, today she went like. Why you always don’t want to eat, whole day don’t eat not hungry meeh, plus...
“To live with the conscious knowledge of the shadow of uncertainty, with the...”
– Peter Henry Abrahams, (via justbesplendid)
It's amazing how
you speak right to my heart, without saying a word, you can light up the dark, try as I may, I could never explain.
The smile on your face, the truth in your eyes,
The touch of your hand says you’ll catch me whenever I fall You say it best,
when you say nothing at all.
I miss you, and hell. I think about you every second of the day.
Gawd, i'm such an ass.
Damn, i’d wish i cld be a little more freakin decisive and less gullible. I just, ): man i just can’t do this anymore. Fuck, i wanna runaway. Escape from all this. Screwzzx, boomzx, shingzx, blah.
I was dead tired yesterday night, felt it was rly worth it despite the fun i had all day, yeah feeling much btr now but i’ve still no appetite to eat. Being forced to eat spaghetti for...
“Everything comes with a price, learning about love is the one most have to pay...”
– Allegra.
;Brought forward from one of my first few posts.
“You can drive at 16, go to war at 18, drink at 21, and retire at 65. So who can...”
– One Tree Hill (via runawaytrain)
GOODNIGHT TUMBLR AND THE WORLD.
i had a wonderful time today.
HAHAHAH :D
Paper wings- Rise against.
YES.
i’m finally getting outta the house today! :D hahah.
“In some ways we grow up. We have families, we get married, divorced. But for the...”
– Greys Anatomy (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
